...tears & joys...
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
What's Up?
+ Sayonara - Friday
Last Friday, it was goodbye to my dear cousins and nieces. It was also a painful farewell to our escapade. (No more adventures) All of a sudden, the house felt so quiet and empty. It was heartbreaking and yes, I miss them much. *sigh*
The day was a total bonding day with my favorite girl, Cha. :) Had so much fun and talked about lots and lotsa things. I missed her! Dehym. And we met the pretty ShowStoppers at McDo Retiro, and got soaked under the pouring rain just to go to Boleng's place. Then transferred to Starbucks to continue our bonding thing, damn I heart Cha much. :)
Ohyeah, the Homeboy episode that I was plugging was aired last Friday. It shocked a lot of Theresian viewers who saw my dearest mommy Remz on camera being kissed by Piolo Pascual. (oh my!) And yes, I saw myself, Cha and Val at the background on some parts. (I looked fat on TV, baaaaad!) :O
tama!
+ Shrek the Third - Saturday
Yes, watched it and loved it. But the critics are right, Shrek 2 is funnier though. My perfect date with one really great guy, my brother, Kuya Tin. It was a must for us to watch it TOGETHER. It's sort of like, tradition or something since we watched the first two Shrek movies together. I really love my brother, even though he was so sleepy and tired from work he kept his promise and watched it with me. (awww)
+ GatewayGetaway - Sunday
My other cousins (mother side), oooh boy I missed them and they missed me, too! So, I joined them at Gateway (ugh, forever) and we ate all my ultimate faves. (wee) BK and DQ!!! :D Gosh, we had sooo much fun talking about pure nonsense. Like naming our future children after food "Si Adobong Baboy, Crispy Chicken at Cheese Burger". (BENTA!!!) And yes, we missed each other so much that we had to extend our bonding time even after Gateway. Went to their house to watch 'Step Up' (hot, hot Channing Tatum!) then watched PBB, then Magiiiiic Siiiiing! :) Ohyeah, it was around 12 in the morning and we were waking up our poor neighbors due to our golden voices. (Yihaa!) Majoooor fun! :D
+ Home Sweet Home
Yesterday, I was back at the gym. And dehym, it felt so great. I kept on saying "Grabe, namiss ko 'to.", cause I really did. I missed my gym buds and the PTs and everyone! (waa) I was absent for an entire week. (baaaad) Now, my body is sore and it feels soooo heavy. I have to work EXTRA hard. Retro and BodyJam never fails to make my day, and it was a perfect 'Welcome Back' thing. (loveit)
+ Tahday :p
Thanks to Kuya Marv (? not sure), I feel 'armless' (fuck, is there such a word! Ohyeah, there is. ;p) Anyway, my arms are sore and my legs are sore as well. All because of the twenty minute bonding with the stepper and the weights program. I was soooo tired, I was literally screaming "Ayoko na!!! Pinapatay niya koooo!!!". Good thing we had this 'lecture' thing with Ate Lady IDOL, it was fun and relaxing talking to her. She's just so great, I really admire her. (LadyLove ;p)
And yeah, my wrist got sort of... injured. Due to sheer stupidity. Poor, poor wrist of mine, swollen and all. ;(
"Rain, rain go away." Well not really, it's okay, it doesn't bother me at all and at least it's cold. (burr)
'Till then, tata! :D
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7:27 AM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Kaboo, Oh Oh! :))
Wtf? What's with the title, man. LAME! :)) Ohwell, here goes...
We watched Nina & Michaelangelo's gig last night at Club O. (Well, that explains the "Oh, Oh!" part of the title... the 'Kaboo' part, never mind! ;p) Anyway, it was okay and she was great. Had fun, and yeah... :) At least I was out and up until 3am so when we got home, it was time to get some shut eye! (no time for sentimental thoughts) And so, due to all the stress and drama from the past days aaaaand all the sleepless nights & tiring gimmicks... Pot is sick. (not totally, but yeah) I woke up with an extra heavy head, colds and I was barfing. (poor me, boohoo!) But it doesn't matter, still spent the entire day out. Ugh, I'm too lazy to re-tell all the events today and it's that even that interesting, so why bother? (haha)
Enough crap. A little update:
Yeah, I'm still ALIVE (oh, c'mon!)
I'm sick and tired (mentally and physically, yeahuh)
I bet a hundred that I'm going to crack, sooner or later... (still, I hope not)
I'm done thinking. (hurray???)
Now, I'm waiting (bullshit)
Hell. ddddying here. (1..2..3..BOO!)
Still searching for the impossible: a painless way to live life on my own. (a.k.a. without you)
Still hoping for the best, a little effort maybe? (HAHA)
Missyoumuch.
And yeah, I'm a loadless globeusersupertexter-MagingSinoKaMan Crying Freak! :))
KABOO y`all!!! :O
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10:09 AM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Bullcraaaap. Random thoughts of an insane mind
+ Writing about the stupidest things is so annoying, like describing the food you ate as if your readers don't know what 'tuyo' is and what it looks like. :))
+ Summer is almost over and now, I'm aspiring for a summer job. :))
+ I secretly dream that Fitness First would pay me for going there every single day. But too bad, I pay them instead. :))
+ Everytime I have fuckin' colds, I end up wanting to remove my entiiire nose believing that it's the only solution.
+ I wanna pound my head on the wall. Fuckin' headache is killing me.
+ I use drama shows as an excuse for crying. So you can see me crying infront of the telly even though the scene is not even tragic.
+ I hate going to bed and turning off the lights. I have no escape from my inner thoughts and I feel so alone, I end up crying every night.
+ I hate thinking! It's killing meeeeee.
+ My braincells are drying up.
+ I'm hungry.
+ This is non sense, rubbish old craaaap.
+ I'll shut up, now. :D
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10:54 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
Escapade
At one point of this freakin' hot summer, I was actually enjoying and experiencing that 'time of my life' (or summer, yeah haha). And yes, I loved it much - it was awesome. It was our happy-go-lucky days with my ever dearest cousins, we were travelling miles going to nowhere in particular. We never really had plans or whatsover, because plans always end up getting ruined in the end - disappointing, so never mind.
Pajero + Money + Gas + iPod (kaduper loud music, yeah!) + 5 travellers = ESCAPADE :)
Lalalalaguna is Lolololove! :X
It was my perfect getaway from all the stress and drama from the past week. (ooh boy, it was a tough week) If it weren't for them and all these, I would have done something stupid again. But naaah, I won't let that happen ever again!
One day, we were supposed to go to Villa Escudero. But due to lack of sleep from the previous night gimmick, we ended up at Laguna instead. Swimming. Then we visited UP LB, and I found out I had this Aunt who is a Dean there. (Amazing!) I so wanna study there, it's huuuuuuuuge! :O
Next day, was major pig out and strolling. We ordered so much, we couldn't even finish half of it. DododonHen :)) Then we ordered cakes and looked for a resto for Mum's day. And I dunno how the fuck did we end up driving along UP campus. Yeah, ghost hunting adventure! Indeed, it freaked me out because my brother and cousin can actually see... - ohyeah! Then after much driving and getting lost somewhere I'm not familiar with, we ended up at The Block. We weren't supposed to go home yet, but Mama's getting maaaad. ;S
The day after was a trip to Pagsanjan. The whole fambam was complete, then. It was totally fun, I swear - I really really want to go back! The actual falls was amazing, it was such a breath-taking sight. And when you actually stay under the falls, total body massage - such an amazing feeling. And the boat ride was a total adventure, like an actual roaring rapid ride. (YIHAA!) And we passed by this town called 'Liliw', DEHYM! Shoes and slippers galore at a super low price! (waa heaven! 8-O) We all went home, wasted and sun-burned :X (tantantan)
But all good things come to an end, yesterday I was absent from the gang. I wasn't able to join the trip to Tagaytay and Embassy. (fuck, major loss) Poor, poor me. Dehym, I actually pity myself! (haha) I ended up playing at Timezone and eating Chocolate Chip Blizzard at Gateway just to cheer up myself. Ohwell, when they come back from Mindoro on Friday - watch out for the Escapade Part Two. ;p
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6:35 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Pamper Me :)
Ooooh boy! :)
This morning, I woke up with a terrible headache and symptoms of colds attack. (bad news) For several days, I lack sleep and proper rest due to our ESCAPADE. (for more info about this, watch out for the next posts with pictures! haha). First thing I did was of course, greet my dearest mum a 'Happy Mother's Day'. And I took a bath, fixed myself, curled my hair and off to Church. We had lunch with the whole fambam at China Plate and I'm beginning to increase weight again. (I can feel it and this is bad!)
After, we went straight to Nail Loft. My superkaduper fave place to get my nails done. I have french tipped fingernails and glittery aqua blue toenails. Love it to bits, it's ultimately faaab! :D
Next was a new haircut. Indeed, I badly needed one. My hair is a loooot shorter now and I lololove it! And I missed Kuya Richard and the other staff of Hair Asia. I heart them, much. :)
Whatta daaaaaay! I felt like I'm a mother as well, celebrating this day pampered and the like. (Oohlala) I want this forever! :))
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
to yer mothers, y'all! :D
Labels: Hair, Mother's Day, Nails
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5:21 AM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
10 Things I Hate About Pot :))
RULES: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.
1. I'm a BOOKWORM. Totally! I love reading, I really enjoy it. I have tooons of books ever since I was a kid. I collect Nancy Drew & Sabrina the Teenage Witch books and a lot more. I have read the whole Shopaholic and Harry Potter series (and still waiting for the next books). I enjoy staying at bookstores esp. Powerbooks and I dream of owning my own library someday. Wee!
2. HAAAAATE! I HATE watching suspense/thriller type of shows or movies. Although sometimes I'm in the mood to watch horror movies, I always end up covering my eyes and screaming at the top of my lungs. I'm one scared little kid and I often fear that I might end up dreaming of what I watched. And yeah, I HATE trekking - when I was in 2ndyear, I was even titled 'Worst trekker'. Never really enjoyed being trapped in the woods, I'd rather spend the entire day under the sea! I heart swimming! And I guess, I'm quite good at it. I can actually walk while doing a headstand! :D
3. I'm a total CRYBABY. Yes, indeed I always cry. I cry because of the stupidest and shallowest reasons, I cry at the movies even though it's not even that tragic, I cry because of other people's problems, I cry just because... I feel like it? (haha) And yeah, I cried at one Winnie the Pooh movie the one with the Heffalump. Ohyeah!
4. I LOVE Korean telenovelas and Taiwanese, too! I'm a total fan and I own lotsa dvds that are so precious to me! Last summer, I got so addicted that I actually lived in front of the telly and I sleep at around 4am just because I'm watching then when I wake up at around 12 in the afternoon, I'll continue watching again. And every year, I repeat my all-time fave MG and my other faves. Wtf!
5. Whenever I'm depressed or not in the mood, one thing that helps me a lot to get over it is ICE CREAM! A sundae, blizzard or vanilla ice cream would do, and in an instant... *boom!* I'm happy! :D And yeah, one - round of games at Timezone would be a big help, too! :)
6. I'm a six year old kid trapped in a sixteen year old teen's body, a real Kid at heart! My two little pigs, Piggy and Chiggy are part of my family. I buy them clothes and we even celebrate their birthday! (with cake, food and all) I'm retarded, I know! :)) And yeah, up to now I still buy coloring books and coloring is still my hobby. And and, I still find watching cartoons the best form of entertainment! I'm a looney, crazy, insane, mad little pig lover! :))
7. My bathroom secrets: every single day(it's true), my parents scold me because it takes me a long, long time just to take a bath. My longest time was 3 hours or more. And there's this one time when my mom caught me sleeping in the shower! Take Note: I was standing up, the water from the shower was pouring down on me and I was literally sleeping! :))
9. 'I'. I am one insecure, impulsive piece of shit. :)) (and I admit it!) At least, I put my insecurities into good use and try my best to improve myself. But my impulsiveness is getting out of hand (buying - buying), my room is getting filled up with stuff I'm not even using! (tsktsk) Anyway, I'm one vain little miss who loves herself so so much. I love taking photographs, especially pictures of myself. (HAHA) And I dunno if this is something that I should be proud of, but in our class survey I won the title of 'Vainest'. Yihaa :))
10. I'm really blessed and I can't thank God enough. I have the greatest people ever made beside me, supporting me all the way. I love my family so much, they are the best. That's why I never fail to kiss and hug them every night before I go to bed and do the same thing every waking morning. Love :X
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9:36 AM
Friday, May 4, 2007
Everybody's Changing
Through the times, we have to deal with changes. We have to adjust, we have to adapt and we have to ACCEPT.
Change is the only permanent thing in this world, it's inevitable. It's part of growing up.
Whether it's for the better or worse, people change and that's a fact. I know and I admit that I'm changing and I do hope that it's for the better. And I honestly believe that my intentions are clean. I also admit that I'm one hell of an insecure loser but this loser is smart enough to know her boundaries and she knows how to use her insecurities well.
I watched SPIDEY3 today, and at the end of the movie Peter Parker said something like "
In life we always have choices blahblah". It was saying that in whatever circumstance, good or bad we must always choose to do the right thing. It also said something about choosing to become the best that you can be in spite of all the hindrances and the like. (Nice movie, btw)
"Put your insecurities into good use. Develop your talents and improve yourself. So your loved one can proudly say, "SHE'S THE BEST I EVER HAD." Irresistable!"
(One of my realizations and my 'about me' before in my friendster account. )
As I said, I admit that I'm insecure and I don't deny it. It's a fact that I must accept and deal with. I'm tired of crying and looking down on myself. So I decided to make some changes. I'm doing this for me and for that person. Basically because I want to be the best for that person. I want to be the one (that person) couldn't resist and live without. I want that person to be proud of me and feel lucky to have me.
"BE THE BEST THAT YOU CAN BE"
Yes, your loved one may love you for who you are and accept you fully. But I believe that it doesn't end there. Don't focus your life on one person only. Don't get me wrong, I'm not against it but I still believe that a person inlove still has his/her own life to deal with. Go ahead and build your world around that person you love, BUT STILL, love yourself.
Indeed, my motto in life.
LOVE YOURSELF. :) And yes, I do love myself. This is me, take me or leave me. What I wear, how I project myself, the way I walk, talk and act, my wants, my ways... all these show who I really am and I proudly show it off to the world. I don't care what other's think. But still...
COMMENTS ARE GLADLY ACCEPTED AND APPRECIATED, Thankyou :p
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I'm changing, all of us, we are all changing. Accept it, we can't live like 'this' forever. I really wish we could, but that's impossible. All we have to do now is deal with it, live with it. But there are some things that remain the same. Deep-down, I'm still the same, old Pot you used to know. I missed you and I miss you even more. I'm hurt and I'm trying ignore this hatred. I hope that you're still the same person that I used to know. And I wish you could at least accept me. ;s
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